Grief of a Mexicana: A Visit From My Grandma (Updated)
I have always been sensitive to the spiritual world. I know that statement may have you questioning if you want to continue reading but hear me out. Part of my culture has embraced the mystical aspects of faith and family but yet others within do not believe it is even possible. However, I noticed when a moment of need came most of my own family believed. Below is sections of a paper I wrote in Seminary two years ago right after my Nana (Orona) died. My family felt her presence and was comforted as she passed on. I found this information useful again a few weeks ago when I had a dream of my Grandma (Hernandez) who passes away a year ago tomorrow (September 12. 2014). I was wrestling with some huge spiritual issues (technically I still am) and not sure of how I should go forth. Sleep had become scarce and I was feeling unsure if I had strength to continue. I repressed grieving my grandma for so many reasons (complicated grief). However I learned to cope by having her with m...