You Cannot Hide Me Anymore

You hid my light when you told me not to be
so loving and passionate and completely free

You hid my affection when you told me to stop
kissing and hugging and singing and what not

You hid my innocence when you told me to not tell
or to try to because the consequences wouldn't be well

You hid my sanity when you constantly accused me
of being unbalanced and completely crazy

You hid my hope when you said this is it
and no one would love me more than you did

You hid my freedom when you controlled my wardrobe
and how long my hair grew and even my foes

You hid ME from your life, family and friends
Even to the point that I was almost to my end

You hid me when I was a baby, a little girl, a young woman
You had many roles and all were quite harmful

You told me you would protect me yet you didn't know how
And now no one will ever hide me because I am proud

Proud of who I am and how much I have grown
And I will never go back to being under a stone

Your empty words have no power over me
My light shines on and I am free



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