Love Existed between you and Me

I wrote this a few years ago thinking about a significant relationship in my life that ended. 
I decided to honor my feelings and rewrite a few sections.
I am shaped by my environment, my world, and the people that come into my life.
I cannot take this time back it has become apart of my story
so I am just embracing all the different parts of me.

 I think it is important to embrace our emotions. 
Accept our past, face our future.
Speak out what is real and true and live in it. 

A Box where the boundaries of Love lay with in
Molded by our past
All with myths, untruths, and Sin
We still managed a path

Exposed by the movie screens
and the grand false expectation 
Our Scene doesn't begin in the most natural place.
But through it all...
Love made a way

Brokenness and dysfunction followed us all the way through
but somehow we managed to ignore it and see
the rawness in me
the rawness that makes you -you. 

We walked on such fine lines 
But Love held us together, even in such dark times. 
Sometimes you were near
and sometimes you were far.
Time did not matter. 

Just because we didn't get our picture perfect ending
doesn't mean love didn't exist between you and me.
It did not evaporate with time
Just evolved into it's rightful place

Maybe it was not "us" in "love" forever 
But I will always Remember. 
Love existed between you and me.


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